Did you know that the majority of empaths are highly intuitive, psychic and creative and yet many of us still struggle with extreme energy sensitivities that make it hard to be around others.
I know this to be true because I am one of you…and being told I was too sensitive for my own good as a child made me want to shut down my super hero empathic nature.
I wasn’t shown how to tell what energy belonged to me authentically and which energies I absorbed like a sponge belonged to others that I was exposed to but luckily I was able to release negative toxic energies and learn how to protect myself with the help of my Reiki guides, Angels and Divine Mother but that didn’t happen overnight either.
The good news is this can change with cultivated awareness, openness and a willingness to accept our inner parts including the vulnerable, scared and shadow parts that we tend to hide and keep a deep dark secret.
This doesn’t happen overnight and is more of a daily practice and this unfolding process is so much easier in the company of a trusted friend, mentor, healer and support group.
In my life, I’ve tried to do this work alone on my own telling myself I need to push through the pain, stress and discomfort of absorbing every kind of energy which often led to mental and emotional overwhelm and yet the thought of receiving support instead of giving it as a people pleaser also seemed daunting.
I remember growing up, everyone in my family seemed to put up walls, there was little positive interaction and I was often left on my own which wasn’t a bad thing looking back in retrospect but what I l secretly longed for was to be born into a family who really got me and accepted me even though I was nothing like my parents.
As I grew up, I was able to shift my perspective, stop blaming myself for being so psychic and come out of my protective cocoon so I could finally spread my wings and that meant stepping out of my comfort zone which was so worth it.
Once I felt safe being seen, heard and no longer invisible, I was able to join more support groups, healing circles and truly own my special gifts including my energy sensitivity, psychic abilities and trust my spot on intuition and it wasn’t as scary as I always imagined it to be. In fact, it was super liberating and when I understood that’s what was missing my entire life, I was finally willing to connect with others without armor and give myself a gentle and loving pat on the back.
There was never anything wrong about me and I began to turn my life around and ask what has always been right, special and magnificent about me that my light seemed to somehow blind or threaten the adults who were raising me?
Can you relate to this and are you willing to re-set those deeply embedded years of childhood conditioning and let go of the past?
Because I was able to heal the past, reparent my inner child and forgive myself for being so different, that’s when my life really opened up and I started studying the healing arts and after an intensive 1 year course, became a Usui Reiki Master Teacher and my first client was my self-absorbed and narcissistic critical Mother. Wow how lucky was i?
I’ll never forget being able to heal my dear Mothers wounded heart and witness her fall into a deep delta state of peace and calm and since then, my healing practice has grown because I fully have stepped into my power and have been mentoring other women how to practice healthy boundaries and care for themselves better.
In fact, when I laid my healing hands on her and guided her on a relaxing guided journey, I saw that she never healed her 5 year old child so what I saw with my inner eye was the unhealed parts of her that were slowly healing. It was the most beautiful feeling I could ever hope for or imagine.
Flashback to meeting Amma, the hugging saint and my first “spiritual mother”. When she gave me my name Vandana (meaning a blessed high vibration or sacred one) I finally felt nurtured in such a warm, soothing and all embracing way. Her hug lifted my spirits, cleared my chakras and blew my third eye open and that’s when I began my divine feminine healing journey and remembered that I am a divine spark of creation and I deserve unconditional love too.
More good news! It’s never too late to awaken your inner healer to help you express your unique gifts, become a divine healing instrument and channel your higher self to get crystal clear on why you’re here and enjoy living your life as a highly sensitive soul and empath.
If my story offers you a glimmer of hope and inspiration and you can relate to my healing journey, I invite you to heal your divine femininity and free 13 generations of your suppressed Grandmother ancestors so you can become your families first ancestral cycle breaker and tell a new story.
Your gifts are so needed on our beloved planet now more than ever before and we are always stronger when we stand together and when we rise up against the unhealed patriarchy, we welcome back the return of the healed sacred feminine.
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Stay strong…you’ve got this and you are loved beyond compare:)
Goddess Blessings,
Vandana Atara Noora